do more to help people who needs help around me

i feel so guilty tonight..an indian girl in my accounting class..whom i know,doesn’t have a car..so she had to walk home, even thought it’s not very far away from the campus..but i wanted to go home eariler…so i didn’t offer the help at first..until i saw her looking around..expecting someone can give her a ride..i asked her if she needed a ride…i am so selfish!!!

i helped her in the end..and she’s so thankful to me..i don’t think i deserve it..i felt so bad..why i was so indifferent at the very first beginning? i didn’t do as i promised..do more to help people around me..

You do feel good, KARMA is real. Doing more or as much as I can has been empowering for me.
A song to match this feeling
mini-mix-19-05-2006-15-StuckInARut.mp3

i feel like doing this makes my life more meaningful..it’s not some big things to change the world..but change my attitude of life..

working as a reference is a great job..it makes me feel good when i help people who really needs my help..and feel bad if i can’t help them..it’s always a good thing to help people..but i doubt if i did it with all my effort..