make her mine

I formally asked this morning, and yes… she’s mine. :)

This seems a little strange… having this massively important goal here amongst “juggle 5 balls on the top of every county” and “learn to make sushi”.

But I guess I am goal-driven, and my top set of goals are very life-oriented (listen, contemplate, etc.)

It’s just that the situation has come to the stage where I don’t think a website should really… I dunno… it’s not “shouldn’t be interested” because I like the support I get from people here… it’s just that she’s too important to be reduced to a 43T goal.

What I do know, though, is that this goal is furthest from my mind when I’m actually dealing with the situation. I’m not doing it for the goal. I’m doing it for us.

Ah well… I think I will just refrain from posting further on the matter, and simply click “I’ve done this” when I’ve done it.

I have new information, watch this space.

After cogitating and deliberating, I think if I persist or wait, I will leave a loose end. So I shall go find someone better :)

If she comes back, then I might just consider her.

Not because of me, but because of circumstances.

Now I need to make the decision whether to persist, wait, give up and find someone better or give up.

Or just chill for now. That’s a good idea.

I’ve had an initial reply which isn’t “piss off”, so that’s nice.

...and done it.

Oh bum. What have I done. It’s one of those ‘letters you never send’, but I’ve sent it. Now I just want to sleep until I receive some sort of reply.

Life, eh? Who’d have it? :)

...and do it anyway.

Well… I’m really feeling the fear now.

That’s the sound of the penny dropping. I’m not sure how, but she will be mine. Oh yes… She will be mine.