manage time better

So far, so good. I just need to work more on my time limit, as in get ready in a certain amount of time, finish a project by this hour…the whole bazzare.

i’ve been late to my rendez-vous so many times.
i’m the one to blame as well because i don’t get up when when the alarm goes off. no more thinking “5 more minutes, por favor.”
i need to stop planning things at the last minute because it doesn’t have a positive result.

I have forgot about this goal. Its so easy to procrastinate and do nothing for a couple hours each day, but maybe its not whats best for my grades or relationship. I know there is always something I could be doing, but I have been neglecting those priorities for what I thought was something better. Stressing out about things is definitely not managing my time wisely. It distracts me from my classes, makes me lose sleep at night, and makes me feel sick to my stomach. I guess balance is the key, but it just feels like I can’t win either way.

If you don’t know what you are waiting for, don’t wait! If you knew what you were waiting for then you would know where you wish you would like to be… Then, even if you didn’t know, you would at least feel the need to find about ways to get there. You wouldn’t know you got there even if it hit you in the face because you didn’t know what you were waiting for in the first place or you are a dead man walking because you are not waiting for anything…

This is the new definition of losing time. Always try to stay conscious of what you are or might be waiting for. Only lose time for finding out what you might be waiting for… Beware of your time frame! You may be losing time. If you still don’t know what you are waiting for when your time is up, don’t wait. Be alert to other things that you might be waiting for or at least think about other things that would make you feel good when waiting for them.

Nothing stays the same though. Human is not being it is becoming. Also don’t forget to refuel yourself and your life once in a while, think about things that nobody has waited for before… Search for the things only you might be waiting for. Discover what others are waiting for, have to wait or would like to wait… Don’t exaggerate. Don’t lose time with mastering what others have in mind, restrain yourself! There is a relative point where you should stop learning about others, trespassing makes you lose time… Don’t fall into somebody and never set traps for anyone to fall into you, making others lose time means you are losing your own time. This, at first may seem like selfishness but making others lose time is real selfishness.

How would you know that you have to wait for that single thing? You found something worth waiting for – fine! – how correct are you? You are as correct as how much you can be true to yourself and/or how much you know about yourself.

One does not lose time digging into himself as long as s/he comes up eventually. It may not be problem to dig for some, before digging it is usually helpful to build or to locate emergency exits back to life. Life goes on above, if you complete your own map below, who knows, you may be coming up above way ahead of the entrance. Last exit is usually the new entrance. If you lose your track below you might be coming up way behind your last entrance.

Your becoming is normally determined by your being, as well as your map below. Unless of course your becoming relies on other beings/things. But if this is the case then it is obvious that you have fallen into somebody or something. Fine but think, will you able to find that being/thing to be and to become, as long as you exist; most probably the answer is no!

So find your own “something” to wait for or “yourself” to become…