have faith that everything will be okay

my therapist. Our session today really helped, and my household has achieved some normalcy again tonight. Yay for good doctors!

my therapist. She fit me in this afternoon on very little notice.

has been a real challenge the last couple of weeks. And the past 24 hours have really not been great because of Youngest Daughter. But at least I’m feeling a lot more comfortable with Middle Daughter’s forward progress.

have faith. whether you believe it or not, i could always hear these words from someone everytime i feel like dying because of emtional and mental pain. i would hear this from my dream, from a friend, from a chatmate. i just did just a couple of hours ago. sometimes it is just hard to have faith. but faith is trusting in something that you do not see. so let go of the fear and start to have faith. God is sending this message to you and to me.

let ALL YOUR FEARS GOOOOO

Kicked out the man I love, yes I did and I know I did what needed to be done even though it hurts real good. Once I am over it, things will open up for me. Living with a drunk no matter how talented may be cannot go well. I am sure of it just as sure as I am about letting him go is the way to go no matter how deep the pain I feel right now…

The logical side of me is saying everything will be fine, there is nothing to worry about. But right now the bad, depressive side of me is far more in control. I’m not feeling very good about myself.

I hate feeling like I don’t have control, that I don’t know what is going to happen. I don’t really like unpredictability in a lot of areas of my life.

I’m telling myself that everything will be fine. I know that in a day or two everything I need to know will most likely be figured out. I hate that even though I can repeatedly tell myself that, it’s like my brain is not comprehending it.

Whatever happens, everything is going to be okay. Experience has taught me that everything eventually turns out okay, again and again. Contemplation on the big ‘going to be okay’ has made me realize that Ultimately, everything IS going to be okay. Where it’s at is in the..FAITH..that it will be so because..it already is..so and..will always be..so. Take Heart! Everything Is Going To Be OKay! Take a deep breath and let go of worry and fear, everything is going to be alright.

easy to say..but harder to feel

I think things turn out fine in the end but I don’t think it’s enough to just sit around and wait. Sometimes though, that’s all you can really do.

It’s important to just let go, and let God/Allah or whoever you believe in or don’t believe in, sorta take over since some things are just beyond our control.

I’ll always have faith that everything will be okay. I feel more for this belief than saying that ‘everything happens for a reason’ since I don’t think they all always do. If it does, I sure wish someone can tell me since things just doesn’t make sense sometimes.