Monika really need to clean up her act and try to focus on her GOALS IN LIFE
i am half way there.. i actually stopped letting different, random guys hurt me and now i have to stop letting people keep hurting me and i just found out that if i do breathing exercise . It actually calms down your mind alot and it even gets it stable and concentrated
Oct 04, 06:39PM PDT | 0 comments
I always take what people give me and I hate it. I really need to learn about not letting this stuff get to me.
Feb 05, 2008, 09:25AM PST | 0 comments
zizzi Im In Love..With Someone I Can Have but Wont Allow Me Too
so for some reason no matter how may peoplei cu out of my life i still end up hurt…
idk
havent sleept for like 5 days
and i had my friends well whats lef of them over yesterday but for some reason it made un happy that they were here
at some point i felt like telling them to go away
to leave
so that i could cry
i felt like crying but i didnt cry
i need a cigg
idk …
Jan 29, 2008, 12:10AM PST | 1 comment
Because depression sucks.
Jan 14, 2008, 06:36AM PST | 0 comments
zizzi Im In Love..With Someone I Can Have but Wont Allow Me Too
I’m tyred of getting hurt by the people that I consider my friends
So I’ve desided to be selfish, maybe ita bad or good but I’m tyred of just giving and not receiving anything in return….so I’m not saying that I’m just gonna take and take and take imnot gonna do either..
Give nor take….
Fuck it my new resolution…if it doesn’t work ill tell u guys
Oct 23, 2007, 12:31AM PDT | 0 comments
i know what all of you mean.
my mom verbally abuses me alot, im very self-consiopus about myself and one day i said i looked rather large and my mom just laughed and said, you always do.
thanks alot mother, and my brother…
EVERYDAY he calls me a whore, which i really am not :| he calls me anything, and even when i try telling him to stop he doesnt, and it makes me feel worthless about myself, and if i try tell my friends that then they just sya, tell him to fuck off or something, and i do try to tell him to stop. but he doesnt, and then i feel like im over reacting because im crying over it but my friends are just telling me to ignore it. if you got called stuff like that everyday, wouldnt you feel worthless too ?
Oct 14, 2007, 08:37PM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments
If you’re gonna do it make sure it’s fool proof. You only end up waking up with evenmore pain.
My gf won’t stop cheating on me, even if it’s with my best mate or even when she is pregnant with our child. I want to end it all now. I’ve already tried it once taking a pill over dose of over 50 pills but all it did was knock me out for a day and be sick.
Is it worth it all?
Feb 28, 2007, 11:19PM PST | 1 comment
If you build it high enough, nothing can get through. A girl was being really disprespectful to me on the bus, and she’s said some hurtful things to me in the past. But I was at the point where I realized that it’s not my fault people like her have to constantly try to make life miserable for decent people like me. She had no place to speak to me the way she did. That’s when I realized I refused to let her hurt me, and now I know that nobody can, as long as I don’t let them.
Nov 06, 2006, 07:32PM PST | 0 comments
why do people say they care about you when they don’t? i’m getting hurt all the time by myself or by my family, or boyfriends, or ex-boyfriends, or ex-girlfriends or whatever and i’m tired of it. i hate sitting there crying and knowing that there not crying…i need to stop letting people hurt me, and trust me i’m gonna do it i’m tired of crying, i’m tired of people using me, i’m tired of everything
Jan 23, 2006, 08:48PM PST | 1 comment