stop letting people hurt me

I always take what people give me and I hate it. I really need to learn about not letting this stuff get to me.

so for some reason no matter how may peoplei cu out of my life i still end up hurt…

idk

havent sleept for like 5 days

and i had my friends well whats lef of them over yesterday but for some reason it made un happy that they were here

at some point i felt like telling them to go away
to leave
so that i could cry

i felt like crying but i didnt cry
i need a cigg

idk …

Because depression sucks.

I’m tyred of getting hurt by the people that I consider my friends

So I’ve desided to be selfish, maybe ita bad or good but I’m tyred of just giving and not receiving anything in return….so I’m not saying that I’m just gonna take and take and take imnot gonna do either..

Give nor take….
Fuck it my new resolution…if it doesn’t work ill tell u guys

i know what all of you mean.
my mom verbally abuses me alot, im very self-consiopus about myself and one day i said i looked rather large and my mom just laughed and said, you always do.
thanks alot mother, and my brother…
EVERYDAY he calls me a whore, which i really am not :| he calls me anything, and even when i try telling him to stop he doesnt, and it makes me feel worthless about myself, and if i try tell my friends that then they just sya, tell him to fuck off or something, and i do try to tell him to stop. but he doesnt, and then i feel like im over reacting because im crying over it but my friends are just telling me to ignore it. if you got called stuff like that everyday, wouldnt you feel worthless too ?

next time someone hurts me, instead of keeping quiet, they’re gona get it…

If you’re gonna do it make sure it’s fool proof. You only end up waking up with evenmore pain.

My gf won’t stop cheating on me, even if it’s with my best mate or even when she is pregnant with our child. I want to end it all now. I’ve already tried it once taking a pill over dose of over 50 pills but all it did was knock me out for a day and be sick.

Is it worth it all?

If you build it high enough, nothing can get through. A girl was being really disprespectful to me on the bus, and she’s said some hurtful things to me in the past. But I was at the point where I realized that it’s not my fault people like her have to constantly try to make life miserable for decent people like me. She had no place to speak to me the way she did. That’s when I realized I refused to let her hurt me, and now I know that nobody can, as long as I don’t let them.

All through my childhood and young adult life my mother would be cruel to me. She would attack me physically and verbally. My father is usually the one I turn to when I need a shoulder to cry on and someone to accept me for who I am. However, he does have those rare moments in time when he’ll verbally attack me too. I would like to stop caring about what they say and to just stop listening.

why do people say they care about you when they don’t? i’m getting hurt all the time by myself or by my family, or boyfriends, or ex-boyfriends, or ex-girlfriends or whatever and i’m tired of it. i hate sitting there crying and knowing that there not crying…i need to stop letting people hurt me, and trust me i’m gonna do it i’m tired of crying, i’m tired of people using me, i’m tired of everything