Create a life plan

I am starting everyhting new and i hope this will help me out.

I wrote an entry that a friend cheered today and reminded me that my life plan was pretty much set again then if I would only listen.

I am realizing my goals here are my new life plan. If I was doing them I wouldn’t have time to question what my life plan should be. So I am marking this done and getting busy actually living again. :)

I created a very vivid life plan that got me through the first half of my life easily. I knew who I was and where I was going. I moved to Texas, married well and raised my family, had a career, had a church home, was active in the community…then my husband died, my children grew up, I got sick and everything changed.

I haven’t adapted to those changes well because I still picture my life as it was instead of growing into a new phase… this goal will help me plan out the next chapters of my life. :)

I should have a go at making a life plan that includes at least the possibility of someone else. Just had the wheels fall off a relationship partly because I have no place for “other” in my concept of the future. I’ve just never seriously considered that my future might be relevant to anyone other than myself. Not sure where to start. I’m basically pretty content with my solitary life, so it feels a bit weird and wrong to consider changing that.

goals, actions, deadlines, plan bs

Im a young business man looking for a plan!

“all that you have planned for yourself, you have not planned enough.”

Edward Everett Hale, Clergyman

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So my friend died on superbowl sunday. She OD on pills, accidently we think. I ‘m not so sure. Its gotten me to thinking about everything i never did with her. Everything i haven’t done that i want to. I really want to do things i love.
I don’t want to waste any time.

I hate it but i guess her death is like a wakeup call for me. As soon as i heard i’ve been working out like crazy, and avoiding alchohol and drugs even ciggies like the plauge. I’m making my dog sleep in bed with me and really reevaluating my priorities.

I mean she just died. Exited this world.

So i mean i am pretty on track. I’m working with people I love and helping people with their teeth. It’s just hard thinking of all the time and love i’ve shared with people and never knowing what is important to my life. or to myself.

my girlfriend longlost is getting married in april and i’m going to see her for the first time in six years. Its an eternity since i’ve seen her. Long enough for her to get engaged twice, have a child, develop a southern accent and for me to simply free myself from a bad relationship. Damn.

more later.
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