meet and recognise my perfect match

I think he is sitting next to me . .

How can an indecisive person choose?
A person to love perfectly,
Plagued by low self esteem, sometimes fatalistic,
How can it be true that you just know? especially when time is not on your side, Sometimes I think I know, but then other times, what if I make the wrong choice?
Maybe life would be simplier if i didn’t think so much? How can you believe in love if you disect it?

I am trying to find myself,
I dearly wished to be loved by someone special, I guess I am- by me, but I also want a life partner . .
I wish I knew the answers . .

Maybe not exactly perfect, but people who are more suited to be together than others,
I do believe I will meet him one day . . just not yet and I have many things to do first,
I think I am a romantic at heart,

I hope it is you,

I have met the most wonderful guy, Why, why, why can’t he be mine?

Well it definately wasn’t him,
What can i say . . . i dont think we had anything in common,

he is in this country,

Is there really such thing as a ‘perfect match’, a perfect person for each and everyone of us, or do we have to be more realistic and think in the great scheme of things and the modern life we have today, that one life partner is impossible, Perhaps it is the way humans are hardwired? the chemical hormonal imbalance called Love, designed purely for continuation of the species, Perhaps this thought isn’t even worth thinking!
I have an idea of what I would like in a partner, but am I being too picky? Surely not? I think in the end I would rather be single than settle for second best and perhaps the desire I have to be loved can only really be satisfied by myself? as I seek someone to complement myself, not complete myself,
Note to self- make more friends & be happy with myself and my own company

I realise that you are out there and it is not the right time to meet you yet, we both have lots of things to do yet and experience and other people to meet first