enjoy my life

i want to have full entertainment in my life bcoz we get jst once chance to live and i don’t want to lose this chance so i want to enjoy this chance as much as i can.

I’m not sure when I stopped. I cannot remember how or when it happened, but I literally woke up dreading the day. No work, beautiful weather, paycheck freshly deposited…. but I am not enjoying this. I need to figure this out.

I aim to spend less time and energy conforming to the needs, wants, and goals of others (many times it’s only my perception of what I assume others want of me) and more time living my own life to the full! I just know that as soon as I begin fulfilling my dreams and desires, the pain that has plagued my mind, soul, and body will disappear.

I look forward to becoming a joyful, peaceful, authentic woman.

It’s amazing how this enjoyment can happen all by itself, when enough is going on that is fun and positive in your life!

“Resentment is like drinking poison and then hoping it will kill your enemies.” Nelson Mandela

had adopted the goal on 5 things to be grateful for, today it would say: 1. ibuprofenum, 2. my car (so grateful to all those people who were involved in producing, selling, maintaining it etc. etc.), 3. shops that sell pills containing ibuprofenum (again, all those wonderful guys who opened up the businesses, those who sell, all those in supply chain and anybody I can think of!), 4. gas stations that sell gas so I can drive (not forgetting all those wonderful people who contributed to my driving license!!), 5. my employer pay me so I can buy both gas and the pills!

Even though I don’t have this goal in my list, I am very very grateful for all the above. I hardly ever take pills to kill a pain but today I just had to. The terrible pain has gone!!

_{And it keeps on shining, yay!}

And suddenly, I have realized for how much I am (should be!!) grateful in my life. If it hadn’t been for all those people, I would be suffering still… All experiences I have (whether positive or negative) should be signed with my gratefulness to the highest possible extent!

Not less suddenly, I realized how ungrateful I tend to be and this thought has me scared. Even if I am unable to thank all those people in person, I believe the thought (which is energy) will do. The energy will know where to go.

Ok, I seriously consider having this goal in my list.

Hey! It was the girl that can find my shy veins. And so…as happy an experience as this can be for anyone. Also, I saw a cat with luminous, icy blue eyes. He was very pretty.

I feel like slowing down a little bit. Just a bit. Stop this destructive rush and switch into think twice before you do mode. Most often thinking how to do something takes you more time than mere doing it. But if you don’t want to devote your time to working out a way of how to, you will have to spend considerable amount of time on repeating the doing unless it’s done properly. Manage yourself better.

It’s shining!! The world looks beautiful – snow in the sun.

to drive through the snow indeed! Not having a truck heading towards you and not having another car almost parked in my back! But this funny dance my car did while ploughing through snow drifts was thrilling. I wish I had one of those WRC cars…