love the person im with

...but sometimes I wonder if I’m IN love with him. I hate to sound like a cliché, but that’s exactly what I am. A walking mess-slash-cliché.

What makes it harder is that I try to make an effort and he doesn’t… not really.

Really, really working hard on this one.

I get the feeling I need to become less cynical, though.

have been excellent, I think that we’ve both been very happy. The last month has been a bit stressful because we are moving house. We are moving back to his parents to save money – so we will see how we go losing some of our privacy and freedom. If we still love each other at the end of the year – we can do anything!!

We have a very up down relationship, been together four years, and it hasn’t been easy at times.
But the last couple of weeks we both have really been making an effort for each other and its amazing how much happier we both are.
I don’t think either of us could imagine life without the other – yet we get so frustrated with each other at the same time.
Isn’t love funny??