Beth sleep in my eyes.
I’m wondering if it’s always a bad thing giving in. I usually give in because it would help people. There are worse things I could do. I’m not saying that this isn’t a goal of mine still. I’m just not sure that I do give in so easily anymore. Perhaps without meaning to, I learned to like myself a little bit more and became a little bit less of a pushover in the process. Today someone asked me to trade trips… for a trip I traded for because I wanted it badly. And I didn’t trade it, although admittedly I did think about it. But I didn’t because it would have been too hard for me and I really wanted that trip. And I think it’s not such a bad thing to at least think of other people… even if I don’t necessarily decide to give in to what they want. But I’m going to think about this, I’m not sure I haven’t already accomplished this. I will do things for people occasionally but I think of myself too.
