write a letter to my father

yup!! i did it!!! I dont know if hes gotten it yet or if he’ll even respond but i feel so much better now that i wrote it! it feels good to get things off my chest..but the sad thing is…it’s not going to go anywhere. yes..its my wedding but after that its all back to normal…not talking or anything. so we’ll see…

on the advice of my therapist, i want to write a letter to my father who died 30 years ago at the young age of 48, to speak my thoughts and feelings about our frustrating relationship…... more later….....

if i get a response…a good reesponse..i will invite him to my wedding (but make it clear he will NOT be walking me down the aisle) if there’s no response….well…the outcome remains obvious

I Wrote a letter to my father about Ten Months ago When My Daughter Mikayla was Born & I never herd anything which was kind of what I Expected.. But I thought I’d atleast try…
But Failed Miserably… I was upset at first But now I dont care I know I tried an that is all that matters in my eyes…
He missed 18 Years of mY life whats the rest of it going to matter its his loss… I’ve got Mikel & My Beautiful Dauhter thats all I need… Maybe one day he will contact me Until then I Can only hope…

I will do this before Christmas

I wrote the letter and sent it today. If I get a response, great. If not, then that’s cool too because I did my part and feel better already.