ask him out

and i don’t think he has any idea that i would KILL to make him really smile that smile for me. he plays “what katie did” by the libertines, and i catch him singing my name, and i wish he was singing it for me.

i haven’t let myself have feelings like this for a guy in TWO YEARS. and now, it figures, i’m falling head over heels “in like” with a guy i have absolutely no chance with. he’s cool, and funny, and totally cute, and girls everywhere like him, and yet we hang out, me and these guys and him, two or three days during the week and usually every day on the weekend.

unfortunately, i think i’ve already thrown myself so far into the friend zone, it’s going to take ages to get out. i didn’t like him at first, we just flirted a little and got kinda close that night at tanya’s. i don’t know what to do. my palms get sweaty, i freak out.

these aren’t butterflies in my stomach, these are flesh eating monsters and i just wish i knew what to do with them.

Ok, so in orchestra we r working on vibrato. So im good @ violin so i already can do it. But anyway, we where supposed to hold our stand partners hand while they move the rest up and down…. if u play violin u know what i mean. So he was sitting by me (no assigned seats, he just sits be me!!! :D) so i got to hold his hand and he held mine (kinda) and starks where like PHEW! PHEW! PHEW! And i almost DIED! And i think he did 2…. IT WAS AMAZING! Ooooo, how i wish he would ask me out…i have so mamny others asking me out… do i make him jelouse!!!!!!? Cuz he’s dating people right and left….. well not really but he dated this one girl….. AAARRRGGGG!!!!!!!

I didn’t actually ask him out. But I did give him my business card and invite him to email me or look me up on Facebook. It’s a step in the right direction.

I am actually very surprised at how hard this is, even for someone as confident and outgoing as myself. Doing it in an everyday situation (as opposed to a nightclub or other hookup situation) requires a bit more boldness. Nonetheless, I’m getting the job done!

Every day we get closer as friends, i cant ask him out if we get much closer as friends!!!! :’( What do i doo???? Hes so outgoing but when something akward happens he so shy… until i say ASKWARD!!! ANd we both laugh…. I ♥ him!!!

... but they were already closed and he has gone home for the holidays. Sigh. I’ll have to be bolder in the new year.

Ok so i totaly ♥ him but… ok so i told all my bffs last year and then a few other people i trusted so then 1 day i just got all brave and decided i wuz going 2!!! So i told all my freinds, apearently a LOT of other people heard, Including his bff but i didnt know that yet so i wrote him a note and gave it 2 my freidn to give him, he had already told a few people he thought i was the prettiest girl in class, and told his other bff that he liked me so then this one girl dound out and like told EVERYONE and soon my math teacher knew to and my crushes bff told him and then he wasked MY bff if it was true and she said yes, and then he was like: “why??” and kewp asking so then my bff told me i was like OMG! What am i going to do??” cuzz like he knew, his bff knew, so soon every guy on the whole planet knew, and soon so did every girl, so then i have people i hardley know comming up to my and bieng like “so ur going out with “him”?” And im all like… “no…?” And grrr so i totely ♥ how everone is like THINKING tht we r going out, but we arent wich stinkzzzz and i was GOING to ask him out but his reaction wasnt very good when my freind told him but that wasl ike weeks ago so… idk, my bffs and every1 else said that he would say yes, and i know that he would, but im sooo scared??? What if he only likes me as a friend now?? mm.. so idk if i should ask him out!!! ALl my freinds have had lotz of buyfrinds and ive had some 2 but they act like they like them but they dont reeeaky like them but i reeeeeeeeaaaaaalllyyy like him! But i think my love 4 him is atarting 2 fade…. Grr! I want to like someone else who isnt sooo cute, and someone that u cant see EXACTLY what there thinking by the look on there face! My friends say that they cant see what hes thinking but 2 me its soooo totaly ovious!!!!!! ANd hes so OUTGOING but in an uncomfterbal situation hes still joking but i can see it on his face…. and im going on and on and o no, i think im starting to like him again! ANd the fact that in talking about him on a public website that no one is even going to read yet its open to every1, even him… what if hes off writing about me somewhere??? o how i wish!!! Ok well before i fall head over heels for him AGAIN I better go!!! bubi!
The totaly hyper yet depresed girl with the funny feeling in her tummy….
GYmnist1000

That’s his name. I want to see him again…

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I must ask my crush out. He is way hot and I cant take it any more! Must do this ASAP!

ugh, i can’t even talk to the guy, much less ask him out. it’s not that i’m nervous or anything, i just have absoutely no clue what to say to him. any help ?

I want to ask him out so badly!!! i cant even talk to this guy and he always tries to talk to me but i cant say anything back to him…im such a scardey cat and i feel like i’ll never get a boyfriend…