Okay so…...In my past(my black abyss) everything spyraled out,I hated my life,me and everything that I did/do.(I still hate those listed things)
From 2005-2013 my life has been hell without my step dad around.(I love him like he’s my real dad <3)He has taught me everything I know and I miss him but since my mum and my biological dad rejoined eachother I my life has become more deep and I hate my real father.
I feel regret against alot like my 6 attempts to suicide,my step dad not being here anymore,falling for the wrong guy over the internet,knowing my real dad,being born etc.
I just feel stuck and affraid and lost but it’s life.But what’s the point of living if there is nothing to live for?
Xoxo:ToxicMelody733 9 months ago