nastro azzurro life rewards the risk-takers
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1 week ago
How to get over my insecurities
It made me
happy 
"very Hard but anything worth doing is worth the work"
How I did it: when i would talk to people i would get very shy and tense up and start smiling. My smile is a tale tell that im lying about something i would make a terrible bank robber, what i did was swallowed that fear and give a good strong handshake, a nice smile and a compliment
Lessons & tips: try to swallow your pride and do what you wouldnt say hi to someone at the gas station or talk to the cashier at the store
Resources: my brain
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nastro azzurro life rewards the risk-takers
working on it
1 week ago
big time.
im working on chucking the insecurities away and i am now actively rebuilding my confidence.
1. confident in my manner with M…
2. im dressing up more sexy for a change, to show off the curves instead of hide them.
3. im not letting things that happened in the past with one ex influence how i react to anyone new in my life. i treat everyone as different. i will trust and love like i have never been hurt.
nastro azzurro life rewards the risk-takers
fighting it now
4 weeks ago
had enough of this shit. i cant allow myself to treat myself this bad.
enough is enough!
be strong, believe in yourself, be confident, love urself, treat ur body like a temple, go for what u want, find work u enjoy, let others in, let go, have fun, enjoy life…
just do it. its like im waging a war with myself. positive A vs
negative A.
seriously fed up with being like this, feeling like this, living like this.
ENOUGH!!! stop hurting urself!
nastro azzurro life rewards the risk-takers
feeling better
4 weeks ago
today. nothings changed. but i didnt break down like yesterday so thats a start. i think i just felt really crap inside and i hadnt shared it with anyone so i jsut needed to have a cry yesterday.
i need to work on feeling 100% better and happy again. i have a lot of negativity in me that no one sees. i treat my self like shit.
i need to start loving myself again. it will take time. working on certain aspects of my lifestyle will make all the difference. and stop hiding behind the mask i put up.
i need to belive in myself. one of my old bosses said that to me last year. cos she could see through me i guess. she could see i was a mess on the inside.
she said “believe in yourself A”
these things are hard to do, ive struggled with these kind of emotions all my life and its prob why my life has turned out the way it has but i have to keep on. one day i will get there
nastro azzurro life rewards the risk-takers
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4 weeks ago
not feeling in a good place emotionally… felt like this the last couple of days. and i havent felt this way in months.
feeling pretty hopeless and dont really care bout anything anymore
feel like i dont have a voice anymore, i cant let the real me out.
my confidence is all but gone. just wanna hide away from the world.
i have nothing. i am nothing. i dont belong here, i dont belong anywhere. its all a big mess and i dont know how to fix anything anymore
been a long time since i felt this bad. sitting here crying and i got mascara accross my face, can see it on my hands as i wipe the tears away.
just got to get through this time. hopefully i will feel better tommorow…
nastro azzurro life rewards the risk-takers
fear
4 weeks ago
i read on someones goal list on here = the goal “love with out fear”
i thought yes, thats a good goal and one i would i can identify with but i find my self thinking not only do i have to try and learn to love with out fear but more importantyly i need to learn to LIVE WITHOUT FEAR…
:(
