find my place in the world

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I live in my home with my brother and mom but doesn’t quite feel like home, one day I hopefully will find what it is and what is like to say “i’m home.”

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i dont know who i am i feel like i need to find a place that i can express me

This is funny. I was on yoga class yesterday and during meditation, we were guided to ask the universe for our place in the world… and I found myself on a theater stage! All the people I know were staring from the seats looking at my play, it was funny.

By the way, I understand the metaphor but I still say I’m looking for a theater to live! ;)

I am beginning to get an idea of what this means. What I do know is that I never want to move away from here, where I’ve lived all my life, and where all my family is. I love it here, this place is a part of who I am.

And now, as time goes by I am becoming more sure that my place is with him. I am as doubtful of always about everything in my life, but he’s the one thing I am sure of. Even if I am a little afraid that I am just being naive. Right now I just cannot imagine my life without him; I need to know he’ll be a part of my life, my future, always.

A few months ago what I meant by this goal was completely unclear, even though I felt it was very important. And now, it is steadily becoming clear. I am realizing that there is a place I belong, and I am closer to that place than I ever imagined I would be.

I just red another 43things user’s entry about this goal, he says we don’t find our place in the world, we make it! And I’ll start creating mine from this very moment =0)

I believe i was meant to protect our earth. Speak up for it, find out what it is trying to tell us. The Earth is all we have without it life wouldn’t exist.

That would be so good. Just to know who I am, and do what I want with no worries.

Ah, Zach Braff, how wise you were when you talked about being homesick for a place that no longer exists until you create a new idea of home for yourself. That’s what I’m trying to do – figure out where I’m supposed to be, find that nice balance between comfort and risk. And if I discover that where I’m supposed to be is where I am now, then I want to learn to make peace with that.

So there