worry less about what other people think

I love people. I love being around them and making them laugh. I’ve noticed in the past year however that I only hang out with certain types of people, and i wondered why. The conclution is that i have an addictive compulsion to always look like i’m popular or doing something important. I can’t stand sitting by myself or staying in the same place for more than a few minutes. Its this kind of behavior that pulled me away from my girlfriend when we were still dating, she hung out with people that didn’t fit my cumpulsive criteria, so we were never together in public. I gotta fix this.