stop worrying about the future

I think about it ALL the time ands I’ve been told not too think about it too much, but I still do. It even keeps me up at night sometimes, I need to stop worrying, and not just about the future…

i always panic and get nervous when someone asks me what i want to do when im older, i have no idea!! theres so many things i want to do and one lifetime isnt enough to do it in unless you are bono!!
p.s. i have nothing against bono :)

I’m tired of always worrying that what I want out of life won’t happen. Sometimes, I get so discouraged that it effects my self-esteem, my moods, and my reactions to things. I feel bad that he has to deal with it so much.

So I’m making it a goal to set my future where it belongs: in front of me. There, it will be something to look forward to. And hopefully by removing it from my grasp will help me realize that “whatever will be will be…”

Yesterday is history, tomorrow’s a mistery, but today is a gift and that’s why they call it the present. But I live constantly worried about the future, which gives me huge insomnia. I need to let this go and learn to be happy with the present.

an extent I have done this.

Edit:: you get used to living with uncertainty.

have started a new blog—everyday mind blatant, buddhist propaganda.

the signs and the omens…

Once you are safe and happy you stop dreaming big because you don’t have the desire to do much. so watch out for that. But i’m so happy that I don’t have to worry about support myself or my girl. Its a nice place to be. Even if its jsut for a little bit.

Peace

it sucks being quiet and not telling anyone what I worry about.. i cut my nails and pick at my skin to not say anything.. I want to stop worrying.

I probably will never be able to stop worrying, I’ll try to take things day to day, live in the moment, but worry runs in my family darn it! That is the best I can do, so I give up