to unconditionally learn all about how to love and care with all my heart for a woman the way she really wants and satisfy all her needs, to learn to carry her burden and be all that she wants and make her really happy all the rest of her life.

My wife and I are at this moment discussing divorce via IM.

We love each other, but hurt each other. We each feel as though nothing we say or do is right in the other’s eyes, but neither of us wants the other to feel anything less than loved. We just can’t seem to do anything but hurt each other.

And I’m the worst at it.

This was my first goal, and the one I’ve made the least progress on. And it is the one that matters most. This sucks.

My wife and I are separated because I failed to focus on learning this one – I’m making it my first goal entry.
Even if my marriage is over, I consider filling this goal imperitive to the success of any other relationship I may enter into.

need to learn to love for all seasons