I have been getting bummed about lots of little things (and crying over them). I have been feeling really bad about myself. I know a lot of it is because, if I don’t exercise, I just feel bad. It effects my mood and I don’t feel like I look as good either (vanity). My friend introduced me to her friend today and he told her that I was beautiful (woah). She told me because she could see me getting down about the fact that some guy called me ‘hey big girl’ (curvy and tall). Then I think two Mexican ladies at the market thought I was the one who just had the baby!! Shit!!
My boyfriend made a suggestion to me today. He said that I might try ignoring more stuff, like he does. He even suggest that I ignore him when he’s being annoying. That’s an interesting tip. Ignore stuff, maybe that will bring me more serenity & peace like he said it would.
I am going to do a few things right now to feel better about myself before I go to bed.
1. a load of laundry
2. a bath w/ beauty and relaxation in mind
3. watch something fun
4. water my garden
5. 5 yoga moves…just 5! I’ll start super small!
That is my commitment, to complete tonight. No matter what (should be doable! IT looks fairly easy and kinda fun!).
(The night is almost over. I did the laundry. I am getting so tired!)
