zoepo from the land of make belive
I think and hope I have got a better person recently, i’m still way off been the person I would like to be but I am getting there?
zoepo from the land of make belive
I think and hope I have got a better person recently, i’m still way off been the person I would like to be but I am getting there?
Over the next 7 days I plan on dramatically changing my life around.
Think in a “my name is earl” like fashion only i’ve always been a good person, I just need that extra push to get what i want out of life!! :)
I always could never complete things. Sometimes I would start and never finish. Sometimes I am very selfish with my things only because they use to belong to mom, who is dead. Every since mom died I’ve lost myself and become so upset and cry every day(no one knew about it becuase I would hide it deep inside.
Some of my other goals are also connected to this goal. i’m not a good person. Always think to negative. I see it every day. It has to change and i hope it will change. I should do something meaningful but also should stop doing things which are bad habbits or mean, stop beeing lazy and find ways to be a better person. I don’t care how others look at me but i wish, i could look at myselfe one day and say: “Yes i made it, i am a better person than before!”.
I will give my best and since i ask myslefe: “What have you done in your life?”. I realized i haven’t done anything meaningful. If i can change my lifestyle and the way i socialize with people, it could make me become a better person. I am mean to eveyone, seldom happy and easy to get angry or sad. My life in China is not easy but until today i refused to change myselfe and let me fit in this society, i always think about somethink i dont like, places where i dont want to be, something i dont want to do and things i dont have. It’s always me, me, me everything about myselfe. I am a selfish person.
I will make everything better and also think about others, i know it’s time to stop beeing selfish and try to change.
This goal with take a long time to achieve. But it’s never to late.
zoepo from the land of make belive
I sometimes feel I am missing out on life cos I hold back, I see others making friends and enjoying life and just been carefree and happy?? I want to reach out!!
just want to under stand life and make myself a better person and be who i am not what peopl want me to be have more self confindece in life quit puting myself down all the time
I want to be become a better person.. start trying to understand others, how they feel, what they are saying its not going to be about ‘me,me,me’ anymore, I just want to be a better person. Take more time to understand others and not to be understood. And apologize to others I have wronged and learn to say “I’m sorry”.
It’s not that I hate myself. In fact, it’s nothing like that. I do hate, however, the way I treat others. I’m not exactly the nicest person, even to my friends. I’m not polite, and I realize all of this. Yet, no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to change who I am. I want to, because I know that I made myself into this monster, but it’s like there’s no turning back. What’s done is done, and I need to fix what I’ve wronged. I’m sick of being me.
Being a better person, I guess that is pretty general but if you don’t like what you are then you have the power to change it.