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I want
1 day ago
to be obedient to God and see the blessings He has prepared for me.
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ExGratia 14179 assmoles
I really want out of this damned box.
1 day ago
I’m sitting here in my windowless office, wondering how the hell I got here. I tried to accept this as a means to an end, but the end needs to hurry up and get here.
I know how I got here. I worked myself up a nice chunk of debt that demands that I have a constant, steady income. That’s on its way to being paid off, but every month I spend locked into this feels like another month of slow, painful death.
I want to return to a creative life not bound to the 9-5, daily rush hour commutes, and pay periods. I was a young stupid fool not to understand how good I had it when I was freelancing. Don’t get me wrong, if I’m going to be an artist, I’d prefer to be a DaVinci over a Van Gogh, I like getting paid. But now, after having a go at a posh “normal” life, I’m finding it ain’t all that its cracked up to be, and I am going to bust my ass to free myself from wage slavery.
ExGratia 14179 assmoles
about this goal, which seems like a very good indicator that it must be tried on for size.
mrcreed He who desires, but acts not, breeds pestilence.
i want to get my chops back!
1 day ago
used to be that picking up my guitar and strapping it on felt so natural,like a pair of jeans you have worn for years….now i dont even own an electric,havent for almost 4 years…it wont make it to 5!
coffee
3 days ago
someone to bring me a really wonderful cup of coffee, as I sit here on my laaazy behind.
I admit
3 days ago
that I want this very smooth, very articulate, very talkative homeless woman to leave my office, especially since we’re not open to the public today, have no resources to help her and I’ve already faxed three things for her and let her use the phone for a half hour and if she mentions Jesus or Satan again, I may lose what little patience I have.
This may sound heartless. I can’t help this woman and she’s starting to press for money. It does no good to encourage her when I know that we help homeless and working poor through support of a program she refuses to visit because she has bigger plans and considers herself several steps above their usual clientele.
She’s got 15 minutes and I’m kicking her out. I also really want to not feel guilty when I do so.
mrcreed He who desires, but acts not, breeds pestilence.
i need some new
4 days ago
shoes…maybe sandy claws will bring me some
