confront my problems

This is an ongoing thing. Something you need to think about every day. One day, I hope, it will become natural, and then I’ll consider this goal done.
The things I delay the most right now is school work.
My emotional problems, which kind of disappeared for a good half year, are back.
This time, I know where they come from. I’m not satisfied with life I’m living, with the college I’m attending. It’s hard to deal with it, since I can do very little about it for the next six moth, at least.
Another problem is wich path I will pursue next. My insecurity is a big problem. I see that as the most important thing. Sometimes it seemes like it is unsolvable.
Before I started writing this, I though I am not as bad as I was when I first added this goal. That’s probably true, but I haven’t improved very much, either.
In order to get on these problems of mine, I’ll start doing morning pages ech morining. Write a page or two about anything what’s on my mind.
Writing down my thoughts always forces me to confront my problems, and that’s why I’ve been avoiding writing anything but nasty college papers for a long time.

i’m actually doing this, more or less succesfully. sometimes i delay things, or try to forget about problems, but that just makes them bigger. umm.. getting things done. that’s good. healthier.