lose my virginity

I don’t see how this has only become a goal of mine just now. This summer I was already writing about how I should maybe opt for a hooker, but nothing ever came of it. In the meanwhile I’ve met plenty of women who seemed to be into me, but for some reason the real thing doesn’t turn me on… Porn does however, which confirms that I certainly am not gay or a-sexual.

I also thought turning this into a goal would make me feel pressured. But truth be told, I’m already pressuring myself! Some of the goals I’ve had on here seemed impossible, but I believe I was able to achieve these goals for the simple fact that they were enlisted here! That’s why I’m going to turn this into a serious goal right now. I need the experience to make the best of life.

Now all I need is a plan… Or something like that… 1 month ago

I waited until I was with someone I cared about quite a bit. I was 24. My only regret is that I wished I would not have gained so many partners after we broke up. 2 months ago