Just an update: there’s no news. The last eight years have been as uneventfull as the eleven long ones before. I accept this. Accepting the unchangable is no shame. It was a slow progress to bury my hopes and I admit I had many relaspes into unrealistic wishful thinking. Yet over the time they ebbed down and I can see some progress in the way I look at the world – something I cannot say about the original goal. 11 months ago
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I know alot of people is probably gonna be like “yea, right, first times are never amazing”, but it was amazing for me. I’m 18 and I lost it last night to my amazing boyfriend and it was so passionate and sensual and everything good. He did AMAZING foreplay and when he penetrated me,It only hurt for a couple seconds and then it went away and i loved it and i love sex lol :) 11 months ago
How I did it: I'm not going into all the details unless you personally message me and ask... then i'd be glad to. Don't need any BS about it either. I'm 16 as of today, and this happened when I was 14. Yes, it was safe. But it generally happened because of a misunderstanding on my part. This was all almost 2 years ago, and I'm still with the same guy (2 months older than me). Great, right? Read how I did it… 13 months ago
I’d always wanted to experience sex, so all throughout high school I’d meet crummy guys who made me nervous to lose my virginity, so I waited.
I was still 18 at the time, I was with a guy who had been the first to treat me so well.
Unfortunately, the relationship ended a year and a half later (after a good run) when I realized we had gone so quickly in the relationship – even before sleeping together – that I failed to recognize that we were better as friends than as a couple. 17 months ago