disappear for a while

Things are getting faaaaaaaaaaaaar TOO much for me. I really have no idea how much more i can take. I just know for the sake of my sanity i must GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM THIS SHIT.... From these people, their bullshit, their deceit, their games, their ways. Even if it IS just for a few days (right now… Any amount of time would be amazing). I feel so fucking trapped…. ogled and under thumb. Some days i doubt anything will EVER be OK again :o(
and that is NO good thing.

If i don’t get away soon… Things will ONLY get worse and that must NOT happen…. Things MUST improve.

...but we’ll have to see.

I ran home until January. It should be interesting to see how everything works out.

And three more steps and the girl is gone. So long. When she leaves, she’s not saying goodbye. She’s closing her eyes, crossing her fingers, throwing all those phantoms on the fire, and this time, baby, it’s gonna be different. Things are gonna change.