care more about school

really it would be like focusing more on school, especially since I am paying for it…and I will be graduating soon. I need to truly care when I am at my 4 year college.

Maybe it’s because I changed schools..
or maybe it’s because this is my last year in high school..
but.. I’ve been trying my hardest to even GRADUATE this year.
If I don’t graduate with my friends, I’ll be heartbroken..
because I know they won’t come to my graduation if it’s next year. .. They’ll all have forgotten about me.

I’ve also been looking at colleges – not something I’ve done until now.. which is really not good, but still..

soo now that i care about school and acually am starting to work at it…the teachers are starting to appreciate me and i acually can be proud of my grades and even better..make my parents proud..which lately hasnt been very often.