live life as it comes

Im sick of living in the future, while missing the moments, I hate being so serious in fear of my future, and being anxious over it.

I hate literally watching my life pass my by because I cant enjoy it as it comes.

i dnt want to plan anything too far ahead
i just want to take life as it comes
its liek when ur in a relationship u dnt rele wanna talk bout being together in 2 years or so coz u dnt no if u will feel the same way any more
sometimes it freaks me ut when my bf talks bout the future and were only young
i no we prob wont be together for ages
thats just how i feel.
but im taking things as they come and right now i feel i rele like him
never no what my feelings will show tomorrow

umm…
my name is mandy im 11 i have a sister who is very stuiped to me and she wants to be a man!! and she wants to have a sex change and she’s gay!!and she is very very mean…....