this is v weird to be sitting in front of my laptop and trying to put into words the emotions that im feeling right now. Its been 3 years to the day that my dad passed away totally unexpectedly and that event has cast a huge shadow over everything ive done since. i just want to be able to talk to him again and smooth things out. i never truly told him how i felt about him and im never gonna have that chance.
anger, frustration, sadness, confusion. 3 years gone and im still none the wiser 4 years ago