forgive myself and others

In forgiving others I forgive myself.

They are all good people and I’m too.

although my mother disagrees with me, I can still be tolerant.

Because I know I have made many mistakes too.

although my father is that strict when I’m a kid, I can tolerate him too.

They are also loving. I can’t hide my eyes and always put myself in hate. I shouldn’t do that. That is no good. I can’t hide myself in thinking only the bad side of them. I can still open my eyes for the wonderful lights in them.

No one is filled only with shortcomings.

I’m not too.

I don’t have hard feelings towards anyone anymore. I have forgiven myself and everyone that I know. I have peace in my life!

I don’t know exactly how I plan on forgiving everyone, but I want to forgive and I believe that is the first step.

how do you forgive yourself for trusting someone who ended up stealing your virginity, calling you names (like stupid and prude), and dumping beer on you? How do you forget the shame you felt and how you tried to convince yourself you wanted it? How do you end the cycle of self-abuse that originated from that one incident? I just want to be free from this. I want to forget about the one-night stands and heavy drinking I did in college after I was raped. I want to forget that I tried to be someone else because being anybody else was better than being me. I hate how my friends only “heard what they wanted to hear” about how I was raped. How some believed I was overreacting. How emtionally my mom reacted when I told her so I could get professional help with this. It’s horrible feeling so vulnerable. It’s horrible knowing I’ll never get to prosecute him for what he did, what he stole from me. You’re either pitied or ignored and neither is pleasant. Post traumatic stress syndrome nearly ruined my college career and my relationships, but I made it through. I’m angry that I didn’t have much help through it. I still have so much anger after 4 years and I’m not sure I’ll ever have a healthy romantic relationship because I never have before. On a positive note, I’ve come a long way and who knows where I’ll end up if I keep trying to forgive myself and everyone else as well.

definitely worth doing it because it somewhat loses the heaviness deep inside of your emotions,like a thorn that has been removed for inside your body…

I feel that I’m a very forgiving person. I dont hold grudges. I thaught I should do this because I feel so aggitated most days and with the same people. It occured to me that I dont need to forgive them more, I already do that pleanty.

Forgiving myself is a lifelong goal. I feel I’ve gotten much better at this though.

if someone has been lieing to you , or talking behind your back and then they say sorry they did it . Forgiving means if you can trust that person again not to do anything horrible to you again . Just to let you know that you can only believe in your and forgive your self , no one can take your trust away from you . Thank you for reading this xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Luv from sexysuger15 aka mizzie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

It is all in the past and a matter of letting go. Let it Be…..the Beatles wrote it all All you need is love, let it be, strawberry fields….....

This is something I will never be done with, but since it is so similar to Learn to Trust Again and Trust Wisely, I am letting this one go. I have forgiven the two most promenent people in my life who have harmed me-I am one of them-but will always work on saying two things:
I am sorry.
I forgive you.

I’ve been meditating on forgiving everyone that has hurt me.
And within the past week, one emailed me and said she was going to send me some money next week that she owed me.
And another one I hadn’t spoken with in over a month came by and we forgave each other and did a ritual where we literally buried the hatchet!