Be passionate about something, anything!

making clothes!!!

and being with my friends!! maybe i already was passionate about stuf!!

im going as the mad hatter from alice and wonderland! im so excited!

man o man… i so gotta get a hobby… i am good with astronomy and technology…. even after being 20, I am still hobby-less [lol as if thats a word]...need to get into NASA…so much knowledge and so interesting.. but fk i cant get myself devoted to anything….

im going to start making clothes

ihave no hobbies!!!

and when i start something i never have the motivation to continue with it!

i need to find some sort of hobby!!

and i want to own it, speak it, wear it, be it.

I’m always so inspired by people who just choose something and totally jump into it. I tend to be the type of person who likes a lot of different things. and I’m terribly indecisive.

i am really getting back into writing and i am really enjoying it. I puposly took a creative writing course and i love it i wrote part of a play, a short story, a lot of poems, and i get great feedback from my fellow classmates!!! kind of exciting… i will cross this off my list if i keep up with it after this class is over.

For now, I’ve found my thing – Green politics! My state (Queensland, Australia) had an election last weekend where I helped out the Green party, and I’ve been pumped ever since! I’ve had trouble getting to sleep the last few nights because my mind keeps ticking over with ideas and my future with the Greens. I can’t wait to get involved with some campaigns and donate my time and skills any way I can. It’s still early days though, I’ll post more as more happens.

Being passionate about something, anything, is a great way to spend your time – I highly recommend finding something to be excited about!

breath or wind; fire; water; oil; light; a dove.

Unmedicated, I’m very intense, but too impulsive and reckless. With the medication, I’m more reasonable, but it dampens my enthusiasm for things. Plus, the things that make me feel passionate about life aren’t really options for me, so I need a different focus.

At the moment, I just don’t feel as if anything I do is important enough to bother. I paint paintings that just end up in the way. I get discouraged with my lack of artistic skills. I’m in an environment that doesn’t support any of my creative attempts, so that sort of dampens my spirit as well.