lose 5 kilos

It’s like.. when ever I am ready to loose them, and I start eating better… I go back to my old habits… Today I ate like 10 things of bread!! and they where each like 80 calories!! hfhfhh…. and I was doing well….

My friend might be coming, and I want to look my best… I really need to keep my self in track… Starting tomorrow.. I will have to eat healthier, start drinking more water.. doing exercise every day, it’s going to be hard…. but I need to do it.

I would probably be much faster swimming.

I could achieve this goal by the beginning of July. I’l set my mind to it, eat healthy, and stop using food as a coping alternative for life’s ups and downs.

i want to lose weight and there is some extra fat as well. no matter how hard i work the fat hasn’t decreased in size .what can i do

ugh.. Finals are coming up, so stress is building up! and when i AM STRESSED OUT, I eat sooooo damn much. ! ugh its soo annoying..

My best friend might be coming in like two months so I have to start loosing my last 5 pounds. its just annoying I FEEL SO FAT sometimes, and then I feel good.. is a roller coaster. ahahahah

good luck to everyone.

i need to get back to where and what i was. and i can do this.

as I said in my last entry. I have now lost 4kg. Looking forward to reaching my goal.

Last week I was with 60,5kg and yesterday I was with 59,7kg. It’s almost 1kg in just 1 week!! Probably the walking though the factory and the new type of food is changing something here. Let’s see how it will be in the next weeks. I’ll try to get my weight every Sunday morning in the same drugstore.

but now I have lost 3 kilos. Onwards and downwards :)

OK. today I had an amazing day.. so I went shopping with one of my friends, and I went to american eagle, I was trying dresses and things like that when I decided to try jeans, I HATE trying jeans b.c they NEVER FIT ME, I look so bad in them, they feel tight and bad.. So anyways I used to be a size 12, and I WENT DOWN to a size 8! so Today I was looking for this really nice jeans, and I got a size eight, I was going to get a size six but I am like, nahh It wont fit me.. So I tried them on, and on the waist they where ok a little bit big, but they where ok, and on the legs they where huge.. so I ask the lady if she could bring me a size six, Size six was good, I WAS SOOO DAMN excited when I tried them on, A siX!! WELL that’s not all, I came out, and the lady was like, Do they fit good? and I though she was going to say that they look tight, so then she ask me if I wanted to try a size 4, bc jeans tend to stretch out… and I was like.. really U are asking me if I should go for a size four!! iT’S BEEN LIKE six years since I fit into a size 4!! So I tried them, and they where a tiny bit tight but they closed perfectly, and they feel good.. well i have them on right now, b.c I still CANt NOT BELIEVE !!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy… and I was feeling crappy last night..