wear a bikini with confidence

Didn’t wear my bikini, stuck to my old tankinis instead! Oh well, I’ll have to wait until next year now…

Now I just need to get the nerve to wear it.

I don’t know why I think I’m not sexy enough to pull it off. I get it from alot of people who think I look pretty. I don’t ike to be in a bikini, and alot of peope think its because I’m unhappy with my weight. Skinny doesn’t aways mean pretty, there’s alot of other things that make you pretty. The thing is, I am pale. Rediculousy pale. And I have these ugy looking freckles all over that I hate so much. I also have really small boobs. So bikinis don’t work for me.

I want to get over how ugly I feel I am. Its a confidence thing.

The annoying thing is, I used to have a great figure but I was too shy about my body to show it off. Now I’m not so shy but I don’t have such a great figure anymore!!!