find out what I want to do

Still not sure what I wan to to be when I grow up, and I am in my mid 30’!!!

I don’t mean as in career. I mean as in right now. I’m so confused.

I’ve been doing dance for 7 years but I’ve always felt ignored and looked over. I’m the tallest so I’m always at the back but I don’t think that’s why I’m ignored.

It’s because I’m the only one who doesn’t constantly (and rudely) interrupt. I’m just sick of it.

I’m probably taking up horse riding and swimming at the end of the year but now that we’re in the fun part of the year (concert dance)the thought of leaving makes me feel sick. I’ve been putting 1000% into it.

What should I do? :’(

I had to go to a different school to my best friends when high school started and I can’t find anyone who fills the lonely spot so I’m not getting any help from my insensitive “friend” who will simply say, “OMG JUST QUIT! THEN U CAN DO HORSERIDING WID MEEE!!!!. YAY!!”

Makes me feel lonerised. Should have done the selective test. Could have got into the school with them. Now I’m stuck in a “GATS” class where I don’t learn ANYTHING..

Thanks for your time…