i want to be popular

How I did it: I had never been the popular girl at school. all through primary school i was the 'geeky ginger' but as i got to secondry i started to change; i was the girl with the biggest boobs in the class and this made me popular with the boys; but not girls.. they hated me. (and to this day; they still do!)

I had always tried to show off infront of the 'popular girls' at school, untill one day when i started getting alot of attention from the boys and girls. (i'm still confused as to why..) but it wasn't good attention, it was horrible stuff they called me; slut, whore.. (but i hadn't done anything, i mean if anything they had.. but i was getting so much male attention i think they were just jealous!!) but i hated it, i mean.. i'd only ever been nice to them..

so one day, i dyed my hair, i bought extensions, i fake tanned, i even caked myself in makeup; to try and be more confident and talk back to the girls (infact, they not girls; they're bullies..) I gave them a reason to hate me.

..and again, they still hate me to this day; simply because i get more male attention that they do. and i get into clubs; and they don't they get ID'ed. Girls that bully people because of the way they look; annoy the shit out of me. and simply because i got bullied into believing i'm not good enough, is why i'm going to prove that i'm better than all of them.


and i only wish, that i knew this back then..

Lessons & tips: never give up on yourself.. stay stong, and be proud of yourself, no matter what!

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Feb 02, 2009, 12:08PM PST | 0 comments | 1 cheer