Love someone out of my wholeness and not out of emptiness

what a great goal. I’m going to think on this one.

now that i’m secure, complete, balanced and simply alright (some call it “ready”) ...the person i (want to) love is making me feel empty.

oh well.

i guess i’m starting a new healthy self-image and learning to love myself again. i want to announce it RIGHT HERE when i am already (capable of) truly loving someone with all confidence and in no mess.

career first, so i have money to buy myself cool stuff! haha
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this is just a phase. unfortunately i have needs right now that i should be able to deal with: career move decisions. it’s not a good time to consider anybody just yet (as if i had lots to choose from)learned a lot about that before when i thought someone completed me—but became too dependent on him. So i got to do something about this major fix in my life first…nope it won’t reach valentines day. haha