get a social life

I guess it all started because I moved.
A lot of my close friends always moved far away, I keep in contact with them. But I have no one to hang out with!!!
Hopefully, I’ll make some close friends at school!

Im going to 2 different colleges….that alone is ALOT. I have just moved here…and all my friends i made here, they ended up moving somewhere else. So now the only thing i have is school. I quit my job to be able to attend the other school. Which i due think it was worth it. THE BIG THING IS THAT THERE ARE SOME LADIES THAT I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE OUT….BUT...I NO LONGER HAVE A CAR. SINCE I PASSED IT ON TO MY BROTHER FOR HIM TO MAKE THE PAYMENTS….this truly sucks….NOT ONLY MY SOCIAL LIFE BUT MY SEX LIFE IS GOING DOWN HILL…CLOSE TO A YEAR WITHOUT SEX…OMG. Anywayz, my brothers live in LOS ANGELES so i don’t get to see them as often. Which would be great…/ ALL IM DEDICATED TO IS SCHOOL G.P.A 4.0 IN BOTH SCHOOLS….I MAY BE SMART….BUT…... THAT’S IT…; IM SCARED IM’A BECOME ONE OF THOSE REALLLLLLYYYYYYY EDUCATED MEN WITH NO FRIENDS OR G/F OR WIFE…..AND ONLY THING TO BE COMMITTED TO IS WORKING….RESULTS WILL BE GREAT SUCH AS THE BRAND NEW MERCEDEZ, BIG HOUSE…...BUT, What good would it be?????

I’d like to meet people and date again however I have no clue how I can. If there is anyone out there in Troy Illinois intrested in meeting me please send me an email at thinkthink@curets.com
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Till then

I spend to much time working and commuting. Like me, if you’re not careful you can get stuck in a pattern where working long hours seems the norm and your social life slides.

Work to live, not live to work.

I’m so much interesting than other people.

Social Life, my word…have I even stopped since my last posting? ummmm NO! lol… I’ve been going non-stop for like 5 days now, I’m starting to feel exhausted, but I LOVE IT! So it’s all good. Might go and hookup with my buddy Julian tonight for a coffee later on, stayed up for two days straight yesterday just doing random shtuff with Steph and Crys. Travelled to Whitby today, and ate BBQ’d chicken…mmmmMMMM chicken…. So finishing school has been amazing, I actually have a life again, and I wasn’t 100% sure when I was in school that leaving it would change me in this manner, but wow has it ever, and do I regret any of it? You bet I DON’T! Got an offer for full-time employment today :D …and ya, so it appears I have a social life now, so kudos to me!

Can I speak to you of feeling liberated, can I speak to you of feeling like everything is start to make sense again. Just found out today that I passed my final test in the one class that would have been the maker or breaker in terms of me graduating. Finally it’s over. The last time I felt like this was 4 years ago, and it’s really funny because today I found a piece of paper that I wrote to myself, a contract of sorts, of what I need to do and where to go. It was really spooky seeing this because one of my goals was to apply to college, and it mentioned my old place of employement, I should say that this document was dated July 28 2001. Me being 23 now, that would put me at 19. So much has changed in these years, it’s amazing. Let’s talk about getting a social life, lets talk about moving forward. I can’t say I’ve ever felt this empowered in a long long time, I’m gonna harness this power and use it as my anchor. At this point, I feel like a million bucks… lol… I LOVE IT!!!

So I’m done school now, and have been thinking about this day for some time to come. All I’ve done for the past three and a half years was hardcore schooling. I mean, to get through this I pretty much hung up my social life, and hit the books. So I’m done, completely lost … I need to get out more that’s forsure. Good quote I recently heard “Live life in the moment” ...not the best, but gets the idea of what i’m trying to do here, right now i’m not really sure, but i think it’ll appear as the days go on…

I have no social life because I like to read textbooks at school and people look at me weird.

I DO NOTHING ALL DAY EVERYDAY I JUST EAT GET ON COMPUTER AND SIT AND BE BORED. I HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE IT SUCKS! I WANT TO DO SOMETHING EXCITIN! LIKE NOW! UGH!