never settle for anything less than I deserve

i like this one. its something i can really put into affect with my schooling and such.

This is something I should have done a long time ago.

I’ve really improved in this goal since I’ve started doing this! I have left the bad job, cut useless contacts, learn to believe I merit happiness and finaly try to make decisions by myself.

Key word. settled. I should never settle for less

My boyfriend has always treated me the way I didn’t want to be treated. But I was still happy with him.

You don’t know what you have until it’s gone.
It’s true.. The Great God gives.. and takes away.
My boyfriend was a gift from God and he took it away just like that.

Never settle for anything but what you deserve.
Or you’ll be stuck.. and in the end, you’ll only be the one who gets hurt.

“The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.”-Maureen Dowd

I had a dream one night that involved me walking through a crowd of people and looking for a man I was seeing at the time. I turned the corner and thought I found him, but instead there was a giant banner with the above quote in a red font. I found out 3 days later that while I was sleeping, he was buying drinks for a girl and trying to take her home with him. So…. I don’t know where I first read this Maureen Dowd quote (I had to look up it up to see if it was a real quote anyway) but it couldn’t have come back to me at a better time, right now I have to believe it’s true and I have decided to heed the advice.

The other day i caught my boyfriend whom i have been dating for nearly 3 years watching porn, Ive caught him before. But with each time i catch him, i lose more of who I am, i feel so worthless, and feel like im not attractive to him and not good enough.I look in the mirror and where as before i used to at least find some good things about myself, now, i don,t find any.
The porn is slowly eating away from me. I dont want to have sex with him, because i dont feel attractive enough to feel like im turning him on. Why cant he stop doing this?, he always says sorry and that he knows it really hurts me, but then why does he carry on? He is suppose to love me, but then why does he do it if he knows it tears me apart?Doesn,t he think before he does it, how it will affect me?

What do you deserve? I don’t know that you deserve anything. I know you apparently never deserved to have the most beautiful woman that you’d ever met, the one that was so much fun to hang out with and so intelligent.

you know what you deserve? nothing, you don’t deserve anything unless you get off your ass and make something of yourself, maybe then you’ll deserve what you dreamt of.

never, never, never give up

my last yet ultimate goal.