never settle for anything less than I deserve

i have taken the most bold, and seemingly drastic, decision in my life and i guess i can name a thousand small goals, but this one is like the mother ship of them all.

In my case it is not about finding a bf or gf or anything like that, it is about being adamant about the direction that life itself should take.

I need to be happy, simply.

I need to realize that I deserve to be treated right.

I think this is the hardest goal I have on my list by far.

Especially lately. Should I expect more out of people or more out of me, or just more out of life. Or should I just be content and wait for life to happen, however, I don’t think life is going to knock on my door and ask me to come out and play.

TO HAVE A CONTROL OVER EVERYONE ITS ESSENTIAL.

Here in the new country I should remember about this very much!

I want to realise that I still want to be beautiful for my man and to be healthy and full of energy for my future children! This means I should go to bed earlier! And rest better! And look well! And take care of my eyes. Appreciate myself.
And more then anything now this means I have to leave the work in such time that I came home before midnight and even were in bed before midnight! This is all for my own good! And I really want to be beautiful and happy for my man!

We only got one life to live ya’ll. I’m not trying to be mean and go do alot of bad stuff. I do want to be honest with people. And find a way to laugh everyday. I want to feel like I’ve did it big everyday. And know that with life, health, and strength I am rich. And money helps too!

up about something at work and I am so glad I did….