go on more dates

computer science is my only lover

first date of the year, I got called by his girlfriend the next day! (I didn’t know) I am still optimistic about my love life though.

i go on dates all the damn time now. they’re all with the same guy but STILL this is absolutely huge for me. i feel good about this. i have been preparing for a long time to be with somebody amazing and i know i deserve it.

I’ve decided I don’t want to date until I’m ready to get married; therefore this goal is no longer applicable.

i’ve been doing this. i had two dates last week. they were both with the same person, but i know this is a sign that i’m growing in the ways i wanna grow. :)

i have another date tomorrow. :)

NO clue who the last guy I talked about was (Joe maybe?). Anyhow, I’ve been set up a couple times but that’s it. Got set up last night with a guy my friend knows. It turned out he was in my 2nd grade class. Had a decent time but doubt I’ll see him again.

i went on two dates with two different guys last week. other than some normal jitters, i didn’t even get scared, just excited. :)

tomorrow i am hanging out with a guy i am interested in. alone. this is the first time in over two years that i have spent time with someone of the opposite sex who i haven’t known for years. no matter what happens, i feel like i’ve already won because i really see how i’m on the right track.

And I don’t mean “heart” as in love – I mean enthusiasm. But I am making some new friends – so that’s always fun.