Let Go Of Unhealthy Relationships

I hung onto an alcohol-riden relationship for years, even as it coincided with my current wonderful relationship. I hooked up with the MF-er drunk, made love drunk, got angry drunk, got hurt drunk and sober, pleaded sober, pleaded drunk. got nowhere fast, four years wasted. I made myself a sniviling, crumbling, pathetic mess for this fool. now its so over but I still feel so damn bitter, hungry for revenge and retribution. guess time and sobriety will heal this eventually, I count on that. right now I just want to say fuck you bryan johnson. i mean that with every fiber in me.

I knew it would be devastating to both of us to stay in it, so I ended the longterm relationship, even though it hurt. It was the best thing I could have done for myself.