be loved by the person I love

after…some time I’ve run after some other guy, I’ve fell in love with the guy I’m calling my boyfriend now <3 It’s not like omg-everything-is-pink-lovelovey, we already see all, the good and the bad in us, and we accept and love us exactly how we are.
Sometimes it’s hard, cause he thinks he doesn’t deserve me (what’s completely wrong. he’s the most amazing person I’ve ever met) and he’s really insecure about the distance between us (about 300km…), but I’m sure everything’s gonna be fine.

(:

Sometimes you think you are there…..but you’re not yet. It has taken me many years and broken hearts..but I think I may have made it.

Iv just been told that my fiance (whom iv been with for 9 years) does not love me anymore, he said he loves me in spits and spats and the last time he really fancied/loved me was a few weeks ago. He v.depressed guy anyway and I think there is more to this and I want to help lift this cloud hanging over him so he can see clearly. I love him and don’t really know how I am going to both look after myself and also get the spark back. It’s important that I don’t become this desperate foolish girl who will do anything for her man but at same time I want to prove to him how good it can be with me. aargh, what do i do…?

or else he’s lying. He has said it to me himself one morning and since then said it back to me 2x. I love him so much and I am very happy now.

After about an hour or two of me crying and him saying that he cares a lot about me and our relationship is good he just doesnt feel comfortable saying those 3 words and why does it matter so much for him to say those 3 words and me saying because thats what everyone does after this long and hes look whose everyone and blah blah just him basically resisting and then all of a sudden he said it kinda quick and then pursued some “romance” w/ me. So did he mean it or just say it to make me happy OR to get some action? He said he did mean it. Well why the heck did he put up all that fussin and fightin and then just decide to say it? AGGH so confusing. I hope he meant it. I think it will still be akward for us to say it to each other for awhile though…

Well last night he came to bed and randomly asked me how long I want to live w/ him. I shrugged then answered “I want to live with you forever.” His reply, “I thought thats what you were going to say, me too.” So at least he wants to be with me forever, but why doesnt he love me?

My BF was my HS sweetheart, after almost 2 years he started to annoy me and not be the same sweet guy he was…plus he moved over an hour away. Then a guy at my work started being so sweet to me and wooed me. I ended up cheating on my bf and after a month or so I ended up breaking up with him. I guess I broke his heart. But, after 3 years, we are back together (3 months now) and just moved in together. The problem is I told him I loved him (about a month ago) and he didn’t say it back. He always uses the word like. He said he has issues trusting females. I know I really screwed up but it just hurts to be in unrequited love and not be loved back.

i wish the armor around his heart could be broken. i would give everything to be loved the way i love.

maybe later. I don’t know if it’s my highest priority right now.

Is there any question about it?

Its amazing.

So amazing.