This start to the new year has been SHIT (for about 90%) and so to say goodbye to the past and hello to my bad-ass self, this hair is getting CHOPPED!

I need this symbolic, cathartic show to the new year. I want to get rid of the dead weight slowing me down. Since I can’t control much these days it seems, I can control this!

_{The only really good thing was spending a lot of time with someone new. He’s kind of wonderful. I really enjoyed my time with him :)}4 months ago

i so want to do this.i feel i am not good enough.When i travel in train for work,i always feel people.are looking at me,seeingthrough me,i feel insecure
not even guys..i hate even when a girl looks at me 7 months ago

“Self-love seems so often unrequited.”

- Anthony Powell

8 months ago

You know those days.

Not those days, but rather those days… when you feel like you can do anything and all is right with the world.

I like those days.
I like these days. 10 months ago

While I’ve certainly come a long way since my teenage insecurities, I still have off days where I want to hide under a big coat and wellies.

I don’t know where the wellies come in, but only a seductress would pair nice shoes with nothing but a coat and if I were one, I wouldn’t be writing this!

It’s hard to define when/how I’ll know when I’m there but it’s the small things that make the difference.

I suppose that though I like me, I don’t always know how to love me. 10 months ago

things go much better I’ve realized! Hahaha.

What a concept right?

I haven’t done anything out of the ordinary or of that ilk, but I have been a little more brazen these days with guys. A friend of mine today that works on my car, I flirted with him a little bit and he’s a really nice guy so I don’t want to overwhelm him but he’s on the market again so I pushed it a little bit ;) It was fun either way…for me at least.

And all because I am getting more and more comfortable in my own skin. 13 months ago

this is something I would like to try and see what it is all about 16 months ago

Turns out I have a long way to go. I always consider other people before voicing my opinion. This is good for the most part. But when it gets to the point that I don’t know what I think until I hear someone else speak, or when I can’t make a decision for the life of me, that is when it gets to be a problem. I don’t know who I am. Therefore, I can not be comfortable with who I am. I need to work on this. I need to be myself, and be confident in that. 19 months ago