regain my virginity

i lost my virginity when i was 19 to a guy ive liked forever, but it just didnt feel right i really do regret it just for the fact it wasnt planned the way i wanted my first time to be. We didnt even kiss we done it and that was it i still see him around i i think back to that dy i lost my virginity.

18 YEARS OF PROUDLY SAYING I AM A VIRGIN WENT DOWN THE DRAIN IN ONE NIGHT, AND MY PROMISE WITH IT TO MYSELF, AND GOD WITH IT…......NOW I AM 19 AND HAVE ONLY HAD ONE PARTNER…...I USED TO SAY THAT I REGRETTED IT BUT I GUESS THAT I FELT WRONG FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY THAT I AM A VIRGIN ANYMORE….BUT NOW THAT I READ EVERYONES I REALIZE THAT I LOST IT PHYSICALLY AT A GOOD TIME AND EMOTIONALLY…NOW I KNOW THAT THAT ISN’T FOR ME…..IT WASN’T IKE I EXPECTED BUT I DON’T REGRET IT BECAUSE IT MADE ME REALIZE WHAT IS IMPORTANT…..I UESD TO SAY WHAT BETTER GIFT IS IT TO GIVE UR HUSBAND THAN URSELF ON UR WEDDING DAY BUT NOW I SEE THAT THERE IS ONE….IT IS YOU AND UR LOVE…....I REALIZE THAT I AM TECHNICALLY NOT A VIRGIN ANYMORE BUT VIRGINITY HOLDS A STRONGER MEANING TO ME NOW…...TO ME IT IS LOVE…AND I HAVE YET TO EXPERENCE THAT SO THEREFORE IN MY MIND I AM STILL A VIRGIN…AND I AM HERE TO REGAIN AND CLAIM IT…......AS OF TODAY 1/31/07 I AM A VIRGIN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! AND FORGET THOSE PEOPLE WHO SAY I AM NOT…......

Twenty-one years of purity gone at a moment’s indiscretion. I am no Sarah Jessica Parker but no 40 year-old virgin either. Oh, mediocrity!

It’s been a year and six months. I’m doing this not because I’m a whore and couldn’t control myself, slept with god and everyone, etc.. but because I want to literally give myself in the most vulnerable way to the man who matters the most(the one I’ll marry).. out of love. Though physically I could never be a virgin again, emotionally, I believe I can be.

=) So that’s my goal.

i lost my virginity before it could mean anything to me and i lost it NOT by choice! i havent had sex for umm…almost 1 month! after the scare we made a bet me and my flat mate. for me not to have sex for 3 months.
i know, i know it sounds like its not that long i mean sum ppl always go 3 months in between people. but IM GOING TO DO IT!
my flatmate said if i make 3 months she’ll pay for that special piercing. but im now just doin it for my self.
i gota STOP HAVING SEX! I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT!