be faithful

to anything, or anyone. I am always in pursuit of the next, best, thing.
I am bored easily. yawn

with the help of a friend, I’ve decided to go for the first girl that I’ve fallen for. She has been a great help in steadying my mind off things that could lead my to disaster. Also we are now dating, which forces me to think differently and away from my old position of lonlyness. may I follow my heart and may it not lead me astray.

I like this girl and have been slowly working towards a relationship for about a month, but recently I’ve been noticing another girl around and I guess I’m starting to be interested. I just want a clear cut scenario of what I’m going to do cause I know that the longer I remain indecicive the more likely I’m going to loose both of them. Ideas anyone?

i have had a boyfriend since i was 13 years old…i will be 20 soon…i have always gone from one BF to the next and i usually brake up with the guy bcuz i have cheated on him with another… and these are long relationships too…3 years being the longest…i am currently with a guy that i have been with for about 4 years (just a lil less) and just a few days ago i was at the beach bonfire with my friend and we started making out and “messin around” i wouldnt let him have sex with me but still…

its all about the excitment of someone new…

I think I’ve made it. I’m gonna wait for some time to be sure I really made it…

The world is temptation, and I hate not giving in to the people around me; all the pushing and pulling are driving me fucking nuts.

I’ve been put to the test, been tempted and resisted not with just one but two different men. This is something I’ll never check off as being ‘done’ ... at least not while my husband is still alive … as it is a decision I must make and then stick to every day.

Nevertheless, I’m proud of myself for being loyal and faithful and resisting my temptations.

He found my Being - set it up -
Adjusted it to place—
Then carved his name - upon it -
And bade it to the East

Be faithful - in his absence -
And he would come again—
With Equipage of Amber—
That time - to take it Home -

Remind myself ask god daily to help me be faithful to his commandments

i guess once a cheater always a cheater.
the guilt kills me completely though