ever since my brother died, its like she blames me for everything! i cant do this anymore! i miss him too! wayyy more then im sure she does! if your reading this, click on my name and read my brother thing….but anyway! my dad used to treat me like a total peice of shit when my half brother lived with us, and he still does but hes gone alot more now! and soo me and him dont really speak to each other…and when hes home im not! and me and my mom used to be good when Seth(my brother) was alive! but now its like she blames me for his death! god! why couldnt he have stayed?! i miss him sooo much! i need him here! and i want me and my mom to get along better! i love her soo much! but i cant stand her anymore! all she does is yell at me! AHHH!!! i cant even type!!!
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that the way my mom and i get along isn’t the best way but is how it is, always has been, and always will be. we are just both to stuborn to be able to see eye to eye. i don’t see this so much as giving up but as finaly understanding
Ok, my mom seriously needs to look at the situation. I’ve been dating this guy for almost a year, that doesnt mean i’m gonna go off with him and get pregnant. Honestly i’ve never given her a reason to even think i would do that, i’ve always been so perfect but for some reason thats not what she sees. Me and my sister even talked about it and we think she should be more concered if i was dating around, because honestly… i’m a teenager if i want to have sex i’m gonna do it. Why would i go out with him for this long if it wasnt anything more than lust… i actually love him and he loves me and we’ve decided not to and we’ve told her this… i really just wish she could see that i trust him and i’ve decided ahead of time not to, so we could stop yelling at eachother…. we’re always pissed at eachother and we used to be like friends before middle school. Ever sice then it seems we are always mad eachother, and i hate it.
I need to get along with my mom…..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not sure if there is, really, ANY sort of a future for this goal. possibly when i move out? ...good god. there MUST be a more tangible, immediate solution. please help me.
this is probably going to be the most difficult goal to master. My mom possesses every quality I don’t like in a person; hypocrisy, rudeness, etc…
This will definitely be a challenge
