make the right decision

Whether or not it’s the right one, I don’t know. Actually, I do think I made the right decision. For now at least. This situation may (will probably) come up again in the not-so-distant future and I may decide something completely different, but for now, it’s settled.

This is actually getting more difficult by the day. At least I think it is. All signs are pointing in one direction, but I’m so used to doubting myself (self-confidence? what the hell is that?) that I take the positive signs and assume they must be negatives that I’m just not recognizing. I am confuzzled.

but I think seeing this on my list every day will keep my brain on track during this decision-making process.

Now is not the time to make a rash decision. Now is the time to make the right decision.

I have been grappling with the idea of moving with my boyfriend of 3 years to the other side of the country. I will have to leave my close family and friends, my church, my well paying job of many years to an area with not a lot of career opportunities. I also own a home here. Of course, I would have him and our future together. I have to make this decision in 30 days and I still don’t know if this is the right choice for me. I wish I was not in this situation.

I should’ve learnt by now how to make the right decision but I always end up making the wrong one. I’m beginning to think there’s something wrong with me but I suppose I’ve learnt so much so it can’t all be bad.

Tough call … but I followed my heart. I just hope I haven’t lost a lovely friend in the process.

It’s a bit like there are some shoes that you’ve always really wanted that aren’t 100% practical. You’ve been window shopping for them a million times but knew they weren’t for you. They go with most things that you have and you really love them and they would fit into your life perfectly and be very comfortable.

Except that you can’t run in them … and you really love to run and have dreamed about running well. But you only run a little bit of the time. But if you couldn’t run you may be miserable.

But the shoes are only on sale today … and you have to decide.

This has been really tough. This was not a decision I wanted to make, but I guess knew I would have to some day.

I’ve spent the past few days weighing up the what if’s and ways my life would be affected. However – I think I know in my heart what I should do.

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