Stop being so scared

I am scared to drive, scared to go see north east and kashmir alone(not just due to the tension there but also my family wont let me travel alone.. anywhere.. which also makes kinda sense in this country.
But driving? everyone drives every which way here… so can i.. then why dont I?Maybe when i stop expecting my brother(or anyone) to help me.MAybe pay someone for it.

I hate being like this.
Everytime I leave the house.. I feel nervous.
If I go into a public place, like a shopping centre, I even start shaking sometimes, especially when there are a lot of strangers around.
I’m ‘scared’ of trying new things, because I fear drastic changes. I don’t have very many friends; trust is an issue.
I’m scared to open my mouth to say something.
I can’t hold down a job, because I’m not ‘talkative/social enough’. I sit alone, practically every day. I hardly ever get phonecalls. People don’t even bother trying to talk to me anymore.
I am only seventeen years old, and I want to overcome this.

I’m really really reaaaally scared of everything. I don’t wanna be outside when it’s dark, because then I think someone will kill me. I cant trust people or anything…

im anxious and paranoid. i dont wanna be.

i dont want to be so scared of everything

It’s silly how sometimes you can be so scared of something, but at the same time, you know how right this something is. It’s like it’s too good to be true, so you think something is going ot go wrong. But I can’t be scared anymore!! I have to be positive, and be happy…which I am! Very much so.