Learn who I am

This is such a mystery to me… What makes me who I am? I could tell you some of my likes and dislikes… where I was born, what my name is. Does this equal who I am? I don’t know. I don’t think so, though. I just don’t feel right in my own skin. I still don’t feel any closer to the person I see in the mirror. It… freaks me out.

There are a lot of things i don’t understand about myself, things people find weird.
1) I have dreams, not just dreams there almost visions. Some way or another the come true, it may not be that day or week or month, but they always do. You know the feeling when you have seen something before but your not sure where,Like that. After some thought I remember having the dream. They say things like that can be a thing your born with and some say it happens when you die. I have only died once in my life. I’m lucky to be alive I should have lived in that car accident.
2)Sleep, what is sleep? I know i should be sleeping at night but I cant seem to put my mind and body at ease.
3)There is this emptiness inside me the feeling of need,the feeling of something missing from my life, It’s not the need of motherhood, I am a mother and i enjoy every moment, Not that i need a man, or a girl. I’m very much happy with my marital status.
There is something going on within me, and I don’t know what that is. Any idea’s please feel free to enlighten me..

After talking to a friend who is embarking on this journey, Ive decided I want to do it myself. Im aware it will probably take me to dark places, but I really want to analyse myself, and what events have led me to where I am today. Who has helped me get here; what people and what events have made me who I am now.

Im not sure how I will do this – I think I will ask myself questions, and note the answers, and how they made me feel. From the answers, I can then ask further questions, and really delve under the layers. Questions are key.

I dont think this is a goal that I will ever acheive, but I will always strive to work on it.

How does one go about doing this? I don’t think that there’s a definite way at all, and if there was it would be impossible to really find yourself, because the way in which you did it wasn’t customized to you. I think all you can do is do what you love and experience as much as you can. And I think that who you are changes every minute of your life as things shape your personality. That’s why I think it’s so difficult to summarize yourself in one sentence. I am…..

But, I don’t think that this means that one should not try to find themselves through enlightenment. I think finding yourself mean being happy with who you’ve found, who you are.

Hey I dont know why i typed that i am kinda just bored so yeah…bye visit more of my entries:)

It takes a lifetime to learn who you are for some, others are born knowing. I think it is important to know that you have many aspects of yourself and you shouldn’t label yourself. You wont just wake up one day and say,
“Hey! I am an athelete!”

You are you.

Slowly doing this I guess.

without the critasism of other people. i wouldnt of ever came out of my shell. I love who i am… and i want everyone to know that… dont change because other people want you to change. change cuz u WANT to change. becomeing who you really can b is the greatest accomplishment in life…

i never know who i was till i started high school. I was always being let down, and still am today. but i know how to wrk with it, to make it benifit ME. I was always critasized, and picked on… judged for that matter. And all the negative energy from everyone had caused me to change for the better. I became who i am today… i have dreams, hopes, beleifs, and a life. I love who i have transformed into. i am me. But i wouldnt want people thinking i changed for other people… cuz i dint. I changed for me. nobody should ever have to change for anybody else. <3

How do I begin to learn who I am?

Is it possible to even stop ever learning this? I don’t think so, somehow.

It’s easy enough to sit and think about who I am. But in a real life situation, sometimes you cannot be grounded and lose yourself. Other times you do things that you never thought were part of you.

So introspection can only take you so far.

But I guess it’s a start!