dress nicer

I have gained a lot of weight and keep telling my self that will get back to my old weight. I need to let go realize thats not gonna happen and buy my self clothes that actually fit.

i really don’t care how i look, but i totally should.

I’ve been changing my wardrobe over the past three months, and I’ve been taking pictures for my “fashion blog” [:

Just slight changes in the way I dress have made me feel better about myself altogether.

Im tired of looking like an old hag…it stops today!

A friend mentioned last week how he had started paying more attention to how nicely people dress, and I made fun of him. But then I started doing it, and… it’s a very interesting thing to do. Now I have NEVER been the type to go to class in sweats, but it did inspire me to dress a little more nicely. And I’m loving it. :)

In addition to dress, my hair always reflects what I’m going through and the way it’s cut now, perfect. I think this is a way of working on an awesome change in attitude from the outside in. Hurrah :p

I went shopping and did my laundry and got rid of a lipstick shade I wore too often that my one friend said made me look cheap and trashy. It’s okay, I feel like I have more stuff to wear now. I should buy a few more things. Working in an office forces me to look for classier, more grown up pieces instead of fun, cute things all the time. This is good!

because I do have very nice clothes however, I have two problems: 1) I “outgrew” all my nice things and 2) I couldn’t care less how I look, only that I’m clean. I didn’t care long before I gained weight though.

On the other hand, I joined LA Weight Loss (under protest) and I’ve lost 13 lbs. thus far. Perhaps this will play a role in improving my self-worth? I pray for that.

Incidentally, I’M the one who used to put on a dress just because I felt like it—to go to the market, the mall, anywhere! Can you believe it?? Me neither.

Thumper~

of course on being able to fit into all the clothes I have from my target weight. I refuse to buy anymore intermediate range clothes.

I’m very laid back and I often just don’t see the need to get all dressed up to go places. But I guess I regret doing that…I want to look better and wear nicer things more often but I just…I dont know I guess I’m just too lazy. And I always feel that when I do get dressed up that people look at me funny. I’m not like one of those sweatpants ladies….O GOD NO! But I normally just put on some raggy pair of jeans an old band tee maybe through some plaid shirt thing on over it and hit the town. I look like a hobo sometimes!