bellalicious is staying up wayyyy too late!!
I’ve always felt there is more to life than what is. I’ve always been intrigued by buddhism and now, the more I look into it, the more I just want to drop everything, give up everything and join a monastery. I want to find enlightenment, I want to find my personal truths, find what really matters – and I don’t believe NOT doing this in this lifetime is an option. :)