I have no clue why men think they can’t call a woman up and tell then that its over if they have a problem. Cmon men grow some freaking ballz. I mean jeez you are the men and you should be able to at least pick up a phone and say hey look its not working out and reason. It took the guy i was with a FREAKING MONTH to grow some ballz big enough to call me and tell me he was not feeling us. God men are so lame. Sorry if i offend anyone, i am just in a mood. 7 years ago

Sadness takes over a lot. It is not because i am not loved because i am. I have a wonderful boyfriend only here recently he has been slacking. He lives two hours away which makes it hard for us to see one another. He has talked about moving here when his one year mark comes up at work and that is in the next month. Only i am at that point where i want attention right now and get depressed when he lacks in it. It is more complicated than it sounds. I make it sound like i am just being whiny and complicated but really i haven’t seen him in a month and haven’t talked to him either. If he was any other guy i would wonder about where he is only i know him and know he works his ass off. He works from sun up to sun down litterally then he comes home to play games before crashing in bed. I know because i have seen it done. I just feel like something has to give. There have been reasons popping up that has prevented him from getting here to see me. The title of this entry is far away and that is because he lives far away and it says how my heart feels but what my mouth can’t say. The only way this one will be completed is for me to sit down and have a LONG talk with mr sawyer. If anyone has any helpful words i would be happy to hear them and maybe even use some. Shank-Ya 7 years ago