grow old with my soul mate

It is on the top of my Bucket List lol

well, ive been talking to this wonderful girl/lady/woman but. Don’t know how to go with it. Like do I try my best to stay together or do I let God do his thing/magic/freewill,(maybe not freewill)/ just let it be…..

Sometimes I think I already met him, and let him get away. Does anyone believe that they met their true soul mate and for whatever reason he or she is not in your life anymore? Possible timing issues, or not seeing signs?

hya xxxxxx

i love to meet my soul mate to spend my life with with.

give up until i meet him..

there are various kinds of soul mates. Friends, your ex, your siblings can be your soul mate. It depends how much you feels “clicked” to that person..

For me, soul mates are ones who I can share everything, anything, one that I will think of when I need a comfort or when I want to share my happy moment with.. One that I feel “damn, he/she should be here with me, so we can share this moment together.”..

thinking this way, i won’t strike too hard for only that guy - which i don’t know who that guy is - to be my soul mate.. i have my sister and my best friend to be my soul mate who i can share anything with…

after his disappear, i come back to think again about commitment and giving love to someone who really care for it..

Love is not that bad but i really don’t want it now…

sick and on bed right now, having flu and sore back. too bad that we are so far away.. i should have been there taking care of him… miss him so much…

who gonna be my soul mate???